A YEAR HAS NOW PAST~POEM~ / MICHELLE CHRISTIAN (FRIEND,ADOPTED MOTHER IN CHRIST )
A YEAR HAS NOW PAST SINCE HEAVEN BECAME YOUR HOME,
THE ONLY COMFORT I HAVE IS KNOWING THAT YOU ARE SURROUNDED BY GODS GLORIOUS LOVE AND OTHER ANGELS,SO THERE'S NO WAY YOU CAN FEEL ALONE!!
AS FOR YOUR LOVED ONES AND US COMPLETE STRANGERS WHO ALL LOVE,CARE, AND MISS YOU SO SO BAD,
WE ARE ALL HERE ON EARTH TRYING TO UNDERSTAND WHY THIS HAD TO HAPPEN TO YOU,AND YET WE CAN'T HELP BUT TO FEEL TORN UP AND SAD!!
SINCE YOU HAVE WENT AWAY EASTER,HALLOWEEN,THANKGIVING,CHRISTMAS AND YOUR BIRTHDAY HAS CAME AND LEFT,
AND NOW HERE WE ARE,IT'S ALMOST MARCH 8TH, ONE YEAR LATER, AMONG ALL HOLIDAYS THIS DAY WILL BE THE WORST BECAUSE THIS WAS THE DAY OF YOUR DEATH!!
SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED THIS YEAR AND IT FLEW BY SPEEDINGLY FAST,
I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH BABY CHRISTOPHER,AND I WISH THERE WERE NOT BAD MEMORIES BUT ONLY GOOD MEMORIES OF YOU STUCK IN MY PAST!!!
MY HEART STILL BREAKS EVERYTIME I SEE THAT SWEET,GLOWING SMILE ON YOUR FACE,
I STILL, TO THIS DAY, WISH THAT I COULD CHANGE THE PAST AND HELP RESCUE YOU FROM THAT GOD FORSAKEN PLACE:(
BUT WHAT'S DONE IS DONE AND NOMATTER HOW MUCH WISHING WE ALL DO IT WILL NEVER BRING YOU BACK WHERE YOU WERE BORN TO BE,
FOR YOUR GONE 4EVER RESTING IN THE MASTERS ARMS,YOUR PRECIOUS SMILE ONLY THE LORD AND OTHER ANGELS WILL SEE!!
ALL YOUR FAMILY HAVE NOW ARE ONLY MEMORIES OF YOU,AND WE STRANGERS WHO HAVE NO MEMORIES,YOUR PICTURES WILL HAVE TO TRY AND CONTINUE TO FILL OUR EMPTINESS,
THOUGH EVERYTIME I LOOK AT YOUR PHOTOS,I STILL CRY AND HOLD IN SO MUCH SADDNESS AND BITTERNESS!!
BUT,SINCE IT'S ALL THAT WE HAVE,YOUR PHOTOS WILL HAVE TO DO,
IT WAS YOUR PHOTOS AND YOUR PRECIOUS SMILE IN THE FIRST PLACE THAT ALWAYS MADE US LOVE YOU:)
SO A YEAR HAS NOW PAST AND I WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT WE ALL LOVE AND MISS YOU HERE, WE WILL CONTINUE TO SPOIL YOU ROTTEN,
20,40,AND 80 MORE YEARS OF MY LIFE CAN PASS,AND WITH MY LAST BREATH AND BEYOND I PROMISE THAT YOU WILL NEVER EVER BE 4GOTTEN!!
UNTIL THE DAY WE MEET UP ABOVE,AND EVEN THEN AND AFTER,
I WILL CONTINUE TO DREAM OF YOUR WONDERFUL SMILE,LONGING TO HEAR YOUR LAUGHTER
SO REST IN COMPLETE PEACE OUR DEAR ANGEL,WE ALL LOVE AND MISS YOU SO,
HOW MUCH I TRULY LOVE YOU THOUGH,
NO HUMAN BEING ON GODS GREEN EARTH... WILL EVER EVER KNOW!!!
AS I WROTE THIS POEM,I THOUGHT OF ALL THE WONDERFUL PEOPLE THAT I HAVE COME TO KNOW SINCE THE PASSING OF THIS SWEET,ADORABLE,HANDSOME ANGEL WE ALL LOVE SO SO MUCH,SO I AM GOING TO ACKNOWLEDGE ALL THE NAMES THAT I HAVE SEEN STICK AROUND RIGHT ALONG WITH MYSELF,LOVING,MISSING AND CARING FOR THIS ANGEL,SHOWING HIS FAMILY COMPLETE LOVE AND SYMPATHY! WE WILL ALL 4EVER SHARE A BOND, AND THIS BOND IS OUR LOVE FOR CHRISTOPHER,AND THOUGH WE ALL MAY DISAGREE AT ONE TIME OR ANOTHER,WE ALL AGREE THAT CHRISTOPHER WAS ALREADY AN ANGEL FROM THE VERY FIRST DAY HE WAS BROUGHT INTO THIS WORLD,AND GOD JUST HAD TO HAVE HIS ANGEL BACK HOME WHERE HE BELONGED!! IN THE PROCESS, WE ALL SUFFERED A BROKEN HEART, AND THAT IS THE BOND WE ALL SHARE,A BROKEN HEART OVER THE LOSS OF SUCH A BEAUTIFUL BUNDLE OF SUNSHINE...GOD BLESS YOU ALL...THE NAMES ARE...
JULIO CUESTA, HIS BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER TANIA WAGNER:) HAROLD TURNER(THANKYOU SO MUCH HAROLD FOR EVERYTHING THAT YOU DO HERE FOR CHRISTOPHER!! IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ALL OF US!!!
JOANN GLYNN, ALYSIA,APRIL KELLER,DEBRA H, STACEY, RENEE BULLOCK,LINDA LUNA,BREE,TINA BAILEY,TIFFANY ROEHM,RACHAEL,EDWARD LEE,ANGELA,CASEY,AMEL JOHNSON AND EARNEST WILLIAMS!
THERE ARE MORE NAMES,BUT I HAVE CHOSEN A SELECT FEW WHOM I HAVE ALWAYS KNOWN TO LOVE AND SHOW THEIR SUPPORT FOR CHRISTOPHER AND HIS FAMILY! SOME OF THESE PEOPLE I SEE SHOW THERE LOVE FAITHFULLY EVERYDAY,AND I AM SO HONORED AND I FEEL VERY APPRECIATIVE TO YOU GUYS FOR TAKING THE TIME OUT EVERY SINGLE DAY TO ACKNOWLEDGE SOMEONE WHO HAS BECOME SUCH AN INSPIRATION TO ALL OF US..THANKYOU SINCERELY,FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!! IF I HAVE LEFT ANYONE OUT,BELIEVE ME,I AM TRULY SORRY, I DON'T EVER WANT TO LEAVE ANYONE OUT,I WANTED TO TRY AND RECOGNIZE EVERYONE BECAUSE LIKE I SAID,WE ALL SHARE A SPECIAL BOND!!
NOW, TO MIKE AND PAULA,
I WANTED TO TAKE THE TIME OUT TO THANKYOU BOTH,FOR TAKING THE TIME AND ALLOWING ME TO MEET YOU GUYS IN PERSON! MEETING YOU BOTH PUT A JOY IN MY HEART THAT I COULD NOT BEGIN TO EXPLAIN! BECAUSE I MET YOU BOTH, I FEEL LIKE CHRISTOPHER IS EVEN MORE A PART OF ME,BECAUSE I MET YOU,I KNOW WHY CHRISTOPHER KEPT SUCH A BEAUTIFUL SMILE ON HIS FACE,I KNOW NOW,AND I ALWAYS KNEW THEN,THAT YOU BOTH ARE THE REASON THAT LITTLE BOY WAS HAPPY AND GOT TO EXPERIENCE NOTHING BUT JOY IN HIS LITTLE TIME HERE ON THIS EARTH, BECAUSE OF YOU BOTH, CHRISTOPHER WENT TO HEAVEN HAPPY,HE WENT TO HEAVEN WITH NO HURT,PAIN OR SORROW IN HIS HEART,FOR GOD ERASSED ALL HIS FEARS FROM THE MOMENT HE TOOK CHRISTOPHERS MIND AWAY,AND HE REPLACED IT WITH ONLY SWEET MEMORIES OF WHAT HE SHARED WITH YOU:) YOU ARE BOTH SOME GREAT PEOPLE,AND I COULDN'T HAVE IMMAGINED YOU TO BE ANY DIFFERENT EVEN THE DAY BEFORE YOU WALKED THORUGH MY FRONT DOOR AND I GOT TO HUG YOU BOTH!! I LOVE YOU,AND I CARE SO MUCH FOR YOU,ALWAYS HOLD ONTO THAT THOUGHT, BECAUSE I SURE WILL:)
I LOVE YOU GUYS,SO VERY MUCH, ALL OF YOU...MIKE,PAULA,JORDAN,PAULAS OTHER 2 BOYS,MRS.SUE,JESSICA,JESSICAS KIDS:), CHARLIE,FRANK,BREVEN (MIKES OTHER SON) EVERYONE OF YOU, I LOVE YOU ALL,THE WHOLE BARRIOS AND RODRIGUEZ FAMILY, YOU GUYS ARE AND WILL ALWAYS BE...IN MY HEART!!
GOD BLESS YOU ALL,AND AS CHRISTOPHER USE TO SAY IT, AND LETS KEEP THIS IN MEMORY OF HIM...GOODNIGHT,GODBLESS AND I LOVE YOU:)
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