NOT AT ALL AM I MAD...I CAN'T HELP BUT FEEL GLAD! / MICHELLE CHRISTIAN (ADOPTED MOTHER )
AFTER 78 YEARS GOD TOOK MY GRANDMOTHER BUT NOT AT ALL AM I MAD,
THE MORE I THINK OF HOW @ PEACE SHE IS...I CAN'T HELP BUT FEEL GLAD!
JUST LIKE CHRISTOPHER SHE NOLONGER HAS TO DEAL WITH LIFES MEAN CRUEL WAYS...
AND JUST LIKE CHRISTOPHER IM CERTAIN THAT I WILL SEE HER AGAIN SOME DAY!
SHE IS NOW UP IN HEAVEN GIVING CHRISTOPHER THE SAME SHOWERS OF LOVE SHE ONECE DRENCHED ME IN
I NOW FEEL LIKE I SHOULD HAVE APPRECIATED ALL HER SHOWERS OF LOVE EVEN MORE BACK THEN!
LIKE I SAID BEFORE I AM NOT AT ALL MAD AND HONESTLY, I REALLY AM GLAD...
BECAUSE HER MISSION HERE ON EARTH WAS COMPLETED NOW SHE'S BEEN GIVEN A NEW MISSION TO LOOK AFTER CHRISTOPHER...SO WHY ON EARTH SHOULD I BE SAD?!
IT'S FEELS SO GOOD BECAUSE WHEN I LIGHT CHRISTOPHER HIS CANDLES ON BOTH OF HIS SITES...
I NOW KNOW MY GRANDMA IS READING THEM 2 HIM EACH AND EVERY NIGHT
MY GRANDMA NOT ONLY JOINED CHRISTOPHER,BUT MY GRANDAD AND HER YOUNGEST DAUGHTER ALSO,
CHRISTOPHER EVEN HAS HIS PAPA LOUIS SO THEIR ALL SHOWERING CHRISTOPHER UP WITH LOVE... AND I CAN'T WAIT TILL I GO
SO THIS GOES 2 SHOW US THAT EVEN THOUGH OUR LOVED ONES WILL SOME DAY LEAVE,
THEY ALWAYS REUNITE WITH OTHERS THEY HAVE LOST SO THERE IS NO REASON 2 GRIEVE!
FOR THEY ARE NOT ALONE AND WE WILL ONE DAY BE WHERE THEY ARE,
SO AGAIN I WILL SAY I AM NOT MAD AND I WILL NOT FRET BECAUSE I KNOW NOW...THAT THEIR NEVER REALLY FAR!!
THEY ARE @ PEACE AND ACTUALLY IT'S OURSELVES WE NEED 2 CRY 4,
THE ONES GOD TOOK ALREADY MADE IT...NOW IT'S UP 2 US 2 GET THROUGH THAT SAME DOOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(... I TRULY BELIEVE IN EVERY WORD THAT I WROTE HERE TODAY, I AM NOT MAD,ANGRY,SAD NOR CONFUSED...I BELIEVE THEY ARE BETTER OFF, OF COURSE I MISS THEM AND QUITE OFTEN CRY OUT TEARS, BUT IT'S ONLY BECAUSE LIFES TOTALLY DIFFERENT WITHOUT THEM BEING AROUND! I ALWAYS FEARED LOSING MY GRANDMOTHER, SHE WAS THE ONE WHO WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME FROM THE DAY I TOOK MY FIRST BREATH, I EVEN THOUGHT I WOULD MESS THIS EARTH UP IF ANYTHING WERE TO EVER HAPPEN TO HER, BUT I REALIZE THAT WE CANNOT LIVE FOREVER BUT A BIG PART OF LIFE IS LEARNING TO LET GO OF THE THINGS AND PEOPLE WE SO DESPERATLY LOVE, THE FUNNY THING IS, IS THAT WE ARE NOT LETTING GO OF OUR LOVED ONES FOR GOOD, JUST FOR A LITTLE WHILE BECAUSE WE WILL ONE DAY SEE THEM AGAIN...IF WE DESEARVE 2!!!!!!!! I JUST WANTED EVERYONE TO KNOW THAT I AM EVEN MORE @ PEACE WITH CHRISTOPHERS ABSENCE NOW BECAUSE HE NOW HAS THE ONE WOMAN WHO MEANS THE WORLD 2 ME TAKING CARE OF HIM, AND WITH THAT BEING SAID...HOW COULD I EVER BE MAD OR SAD ABOUT THAT?!?!?!?! R~I~P CHRISTOPHER AND GRANDMA,MICHELLE LOVES YOU BOTH SO VERY MUCH, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE KEPT WITHIN THE VERY DEPTHS OF MY HEART,NEVER WILL YOU EVER BE 4GOTTEN AND NEVER EVER WILL THE LOVE I HAVE 4 U BOTH EVER FADE AWAY, YOU ARE BOTH TRULY SPECIAL TO ME, LOVE YOU BOTH ALWAYS...MICHELLE
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